Published in Blue Insights·Mar 25The Love of a NarcissistPoem — Deliberate in your assessment, Delusional of your worth, The feelings of disassociation, Developing from birth. You coddle your own bruised ego, Wipe away your tears. Ponder aloud your heartache, Loss of so many years. Only company your reflection, As you push everyone aside, Content in your resentment, When it’s you that said goodbye…Abuse Survivors2 min read
Published in Blue Insights·Mar 13Andy Warhol’s LaughingAh, the grand distortion, Dystopian happenstance, The facade of exuberance, We glide into the dance, A waltz of illusion, As we step where we are lead, Swept into the mechanism, The lies that we are fed. Thin will make you happy, This is where to be seen, This is trending; go here…Human Behavior2 min read
Published in Blue Insights·Feb 7Finale, Death Notea poem — The cries for help, The screams and pleas, Hide behind sweet pleasantries, How are you? “I’m well, I'm fine,” When in truth I’ve lost my mind, How are you doing? “Oh, I’m okay,” The mind calls out, I’ve lost my way. How are things, how have you been? …Mental Health3 min read
Published in Blue Insights·Nov 27, 2021Desolatea poem — Despicable and delightful, When opposites do meet, One minute I am docile, Prim, and kind, and sweet, But at the dropping of the hat, Spinning of the dime, I can change into something deranged, Completely blow your mind. In a moment, I want you badly, Next act as if your not…Mental Health2 min read
Published in Blue Insights·Nov 26, 2021For Unlawful Carnal KnowledgeA poem — If you judge how many times I’ve loved, By counting all the lovers, you will be quite remiss, Just as every star is a sun of its own accord, There is deception in a kiss. I have never been dishonest, casual promises in the dark, I know every man I’ve laid…Poem3 min read
Published in Blue Insights·Nov 25, 2021Just Ashes & DustUpon the rocks and grass, Scattered sand upon the shore, Throughout the vast oceans, The cries of never more, For within the heart, Their in is what is real, Not atoms bound together, But thoughts and how you feel, The spirit has no age, No gender to reveal, Neither does the soul, So…Poem2 min read
Published in Blue Insights·Oct 24, 2021Broken SpiritA poem — Pray tell me Edgar, When did you realize, That more would respond to pain, The tears welled up in eyes. They ignored the jovial smile, The genuine joy and glee, In favor of the bleeding wounds, The damaged heart inside of me. I don’t speak about my marriage, The triumphs, upon…Humanity2 min read
Published in Blue Insights·Oct 17, 2021MosaicA poem and response to Fragmented — I stand before the fallout, All that remains, Of a once whole heart, Of what was once a brain. The organs littered across the field, Each one devoid of use, Each the victims of what we call life, I can offer no excuse. I treated myself poorly, And when I paid…Love2 min read
Published in Blue Insights·Oct 16, 2021Fragmenteda poem — Not everything that’s broken, Can always be repaired. Scattered around what remains, When no one else is there. Playing with matches, Atop the bridges you burn, Leaving no ground to stand on, You think that you would learn. Pushing people away, Into your landmine strewn fields, Wonder why no one stays, What your…Poem1 min read
Published in Blue Insights·Oct 13, 2021Banshee Kissa poem — Promises in the midnight hours turn to smoke and ash, I wander about our future, when I cant forget the past. Questions of the broken hearted, unsure where they dwell, Aloft in personal purgatory, or a lonely hell. You said you wouldn’t leave me, yet I worry where you are, Because…Ghosts2 min read